流离

流觞曲水,离愁别绪~

 
游游 @ 2008-07-13 01:09

最近花钱花得心发慌。

5月份刚从家里拿的钱转眼间还不到3个月便花出去好一部分。
5月去香港10w,8月去泰国10w,去首尔10w,回国10w,交学费14w。。
光是大头就要54w。。换算成人民币也差不多5w了。。

想想5w块人民币在国内够养活一个大学生毕业了。。
结果我3个月就花出去了。。
没想到去韩国的那个study trip那么花钱,而且我还已经去过首尔了,不去那里的话还能早点回家。
有点后悔,希望能真正学到东西吧。

自己花钱花得都有点麻木了,这样下去可不行。
得找工打,可是没时间啊。。
哎。。
老爸老妈对不起你们了。希望毕业后能快点挣大钱!

其实想想我为什么倾向于工作而不是读大学院,很大一部分原因是因为想赶快挣钱。
虽然大学院悠哉游哉的生活我会更喜欢。
虽然父母根本就没想要我挣钱还给他们。
可是内心真是觉得自己跑到国外来念书花费不知是国内的多少倍,多少有些愧疚。

可能现在同学里面也没有几个家里还在供的了吧。
大家都自立更生,有的人很辛苦的打工,甚至连学费也自己赚。
再看看自己,拿着奖学金还有家里的补给。
我还真是能花啊。。真恐怖。

一部分觉得没穷困到那个地步所以享受生活更重要,
一部分又觉得这样的自己很自私。

也许享受生活这件事并不是需要那么多物质上的保证吧。
要重新审视一下自己习以为常的生活标准。

勤俭是美德!


 
游游 @ 2008-07-06 20:46

这年头想找个人陪你吃饭真是难上加难。尤其是在网上看到好饭店坐立难安想去吃的时候,一翻手机发现找不到合适的人愿意陪我。

朋友里的一大半零三七四地住在城市的别的角落,平时都懒得social忽然兴师动众地找他们出来吃饭简直就是在告诉人家我就把你当成个“饭喀”。
还有一部分人正在谈恋爱,前脚你把饭店网页传给他,后脚人就和男女朋友去了,回来一遍擦嘴一边对你说“那地方不错不错。”要不然就是以要陪男女友的理由搪塞你,都是些见色忘友之徒。
真正离我比较近,处于可叨扰范围内的人,又少有愿意花上平时饭费几倍的钱去尝试新料理。大家都是穷学生,有人舍得买衣服,有人舍得玩游戏,有人啥也不舍得,很少人舍得用来吃。强邀出来几次之后,好友也终于不胜其烦,此后傍晚时分来自我的mail一律不回。
当然也有人上干着来约你吃饭,可是看到他就烦,恨不得不见面不说话假装不认识他,又怎么可能想去和他吃饭,坏了我最大的享受和乐趣。
真正舍得花钱,时常会出来一起吃饭的朋友,生活背景又相对不同,时间调整往往很难做到,对schedule对得最后“吃情”减少了一大半。而且也不能前两天刚一起吃完就又desperately张罗着要吃下一家。

当然对美食同伴往往也要有些kodawari,怎么讲,拘泥。
第一条当然还是要中国人,没有语言顾及和那些假装文明的礼数束缚。
第二条最好是饭量大的,因为如果好不容易去了结果只吃了定食,岂不是太亏,一定要品目齐全相互换着吃。
第三条是不要计较钱,其实我也不会去什么过分高级的地方啦,不过还是要比平时贵一点点,最多也就和nomikai差不多。事实证明,3个人去吃的话一个人还不到2000块,2个人的话一个人不到3000块,所以还是人多比较好,最好是3个人。

之所以写下以上此话是因为作梦梦到了香港料理,想去饮茶啊啊啊啊。。。
搜索了半天发现好多家想去的地方,可是苦于找不到饭喀同去。
也不是没尝试过一个人吃饭,不过普通的resteraunt也就罢了,去饭店的话未免显得太绝望了。
哎。。一个人的辛苦。。


 
游游 @ 2008-07-05 17:01

林宥嘉 - 眼色
词曲:李泉 



人面狮身的谜语
已经被解开
莎士比亚的对白
不再精彩
伊利莎白泰勒的眼眶
流下埃及艳后古老的眼泪
拜拜 飞快而永远

只有身体在狂欢
心就没负担
耳朵被音乐塞满
抛向云端
没有什么不能 被改变
就像没有什么 值得被改变
一整夜 眨眼一瞬间

谁来烧热 我眼睛的黑色
谁能逃得出 我的催眠
我会让你 心甘情愿 把一切都给我
只要 看著我的双眼

谁来烧热 我眼睛的黑色
谁能止得住 我的干渴
我会让你 跌入 深不见底的快乐
无法 忘记我的双眼

只有身体在狂欢
心就没负担
耳朵被音乐塞满
抛向云端
没有什么不能 被改变
就像没有什么 值得被改变
一整夜 眨眼一瞬间

谁来烧热 我眼睛的黑色
谁能逃得出 我的催眠
我会让你 心甘情愿 把一切都给我
只要 看著我的双眼

谁来烧热 我眼睛的黑色
谁能止得住 我得乾渴
我会让你 跌入 深不见底的快乐
无法 忘记我的双眼

无法 忘记我的双眼


 
游游 @ 2008-06-30 20:56

I spent almost the entire 2 days to guide some kids around Tokyo as a volunteer. And now my feet are totally worn out, my body is falling apart. I don't think i've ever walked so much before,and that's why i skipped my french class and came back earlier just for the irresistible urge of laying down in bed.

I realize i finally can call those teenagers "kids" without any hesitate,a little bit sad tho,coz it will never be that intense for feelings of age-difference until u r really with someone. The average age of the kids i guided is about 18 years old, but they r already incredibly mature,en,in atittude. I understand their feelings, high self recognition in the way  they treat themselves---as alduts and desperately try to proove and persuade the others to believe so too.

I took 3 korean-original girls walking all around the streets in Omotesando for the whole Monday morning, just because they were so eager to find a brand store named "BAPE","A bating Ape" for full, And then they made an almost 500 bucks purchase there only in 30 minutes, for one jeans and one jacket."It's the famous brand in America, every young generation is crazy for that, however, there are only fakes in America." they explained it to me, with their eyes sparkling under the heavy make up.

I was impressed by that. Can't help reminding what i looked like when i was 18 years old. Ignoring the money and purchase thing, did I ever hehave like that during that age?Of course not, but probably some kind of similiar. I finally see some thing really encouraging for being a grown up----the fact sometimes made me sad for getting old tho,but the thing is,we r really wiser than them,or let us put it this way, we know life better  than them----those, kids.


 
游游 @ 2008-06-25 00:13

Just knew that one of the girls in my team has been secreatly dating with another boy in the circle for a long time. And I am totally not aware of this. That's not a problem at all coz i am always insensitive to all the romance gossips. But what actually matters me is that i can't help thinking that  she 's too good for him.The boy,who is also a friend of mine, is a nice and kind person,but u know, just can never show up in the dating list. As a friend and working partner,he's smart and efficient,but as a date,NO,never,don't ask me why,it's the complicated girls' thinking.

I know that saying"one woman 's trash is another woman's treasure." Women share different tastes of men,it's nothing strange.But looking around, how many couples we know r in the pattern of "beauty and beast"? Isn't it amazingly too many? And if u think that it's only happenning around me and only in Japan, u r totally wrong, coz when i went to HK,Seoul,NY,the same scene just kept showing up in the most common streets there as well. Just like Mona told me"u can always see some extremely normal guy leading a extremely pretty girl,but u can never see a pretty girl with a good-looking guy!" See, that 's the new trend of modern society.

Of course it's not all ture,or maybe u can say it's not ture at all.but where r those classic "handsome man and pretty lady" couples?when 's the last time i saw a couple like that?Long enough that i even can't remember.As a civilized person and a well educated woman, i have to say i have no prejudice on lookings,surely looking is only part of a person,no one can judge a person only from his/her looking.But i am just here wondering:even tho looking is no longer the fair main issue of dating,does it mean we have to compromise on the pathetic fact that handsome men r either married or gay?



 
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